like i could make this all negative (i say like a lot sorry) but im gonna try to talk about the more positive truths i have recognized in the past hour or so:
i have this chronic problem where all i can do is fantasize about things i would like to happen instead of making them happen. but the huge factor to this problem is that there are some things tht are genuinely out of my control and i cant make them happen. and for one reason or the next those are the things that i always choose to tackle first.
so for this realization i will use the ever tacky ever cliche "let go and let god" standpoint and jst not even fall back but rly jst allow different shit to take place without controlling everything. because honestly its out of my control. nd all the effort in the world cant force anything or make anything happen for me.
so for the rest of this yr i vow to be true to myself and find happiness in the things that happen to happen for me instead of the things i make happen for me.
im still going to remain ambitious and fight for what i want but i also wanna take the time out to acknowledge and appreciate my blessings. i think it will be humbling. nd theres no better feeling than knowing youve been humbled=).
jst seen my faith at work so im going to relish in that. ok, bye for now.
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