This day is jst like the rest. Nothing new or exciting happening but still it is amazing that I am living breathing walking on this earth without having to pay anyone back.
With that being said.
I was thinking this morning abt my fear of being center of attention. I enjoy being left alone without making a big fuss. And I was wondering if that meant that I wasn't exactly cut out for this industry. You know the whole idea of everyone being a star. But I dnt feel lik a star.
I can only imagine what it would be like for me to put myself completelyy out ther. Not that I half ass but I keep my guard up. Try my best to do things correctly; not extraordinarily. I've never seen anything wrong with that but now I fear that my comfort will limit my success. I enjoy doing what I do but will others enjoy watching me?
(I realize the many sexual connotations in this post but Ill try my hand at maturity lol)
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
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